Monday, May 16, 2011

Changes

Well, much has changed since my last post. The big changes are that I am not on the BYU Ballroom Dance Team anymore and my husband and I are moving.

Being on the Ballroom Dance team has kind of been the one thing that has defined my college experience. And it has been wonderful!!! Really. I have loved dancing on the team and being part of the top collegiate ballroom dance team in the nation. It really has been an honor. However, the reason I am not on the team anymore is because I had reached my 2 year quota on one of the back teams without being moved up to the next level. In short, I didn't make the last cut. A part of me is very sad. I know that as soon as everyone comes back into full swing during the fall, I will go through huge withdrawls. But another good part of me is very relieved. It cost a lot of time and effort to be a part of the team. Some effort that I think I could have done without. But I ended the year on a good note. Our last concert was phenomenal and I feel like I got as much out of it as I possible could. I just hope I can endure the rest of the year.

Scott and I are also moving back to Provo. Living in South Jordan, about an hour away (on the bus) from school has been kind of tricky to work with my homework schedule. We are moving back to Provo so that it will be easier for me to meet my academic needs. I am scheduled to graduate in Fall of 2013 in Math Education. So have a little while to go. As soon as I am done with my degree we will move out of Provo. I want to move because it will be much easier for me, but I don't want to leave my apartment in South Jordan. It is such a nice apartment set is such a nice area. I am not a fan of the Provo area. But I guess that is what has to happen if I am going to get decent grades in my major.

Now that I do not have my commitments to the ballroom dance team I feel that I am a selfish person unless I begin having children right away. I DO want children!!! Definielty! But there is also so much I want before children come into my life. I already have plans to do a great cabaret routine with a good friend of mine from high school. Ok. I know. That is selfish. I have no idea what I am going to do. Hopefully I will figure it out soon. :)

In the meanwhile, I am enjoying my major more than I thought I would. :)